To the man i loved before who inspired me to wrote dz poem...."A broken Promise"

the first time i saw you,
i dont know why i hate you.
until time come i've got to know you,
and you've make me feel blue.

I remember the month of may,
when you said "i love you to me".
my heart jump with joy,
and couldnt find the words to say.

You've promise you'd never leave me,
'til i say "yes" to what you say.
you've prove your love to me,
and make me feel so lucky.

But unexpected test comes our way,
yet, i did my best for you to stay.
and now that your gone away,
i struggle to leave my life each day...

thank god for having my family w/me,
and making me feel so loved & lucky.
surrounding me when i need someone to lean on,
wipe my tears and encourage me to move on...

"to my beloved nanay edith"..i wrote this for you..

Since you'd give birth to me
You'd never fail to let me see,
how precious i am to you
and letting me feel special & love by you.

i witness how you struggle to raise me,
& making me feel so loved & lucky.
you may not perfect on others eyes,
but for me,you'd been greater than perfect ..

i promise to treasure the love you shared,
with confident that you'd been w/us forever..
Guiding me as i faced this life ahead of me,
and keeping me safe all the way..

i thank god for the short time we shared,
together with pain,joy and laughters.
i may not show how much i love you,
i hope you feel it as i grow up w/you.

may the lord prepare your place w/him,
& find happiness w/the angels above & have fun w/ them.
may you find rest w/him peacefully,
and whisper us about gods beautiful story...
i missed you nanay....i love you soooo.... muchhhhhhd...